Last week I was coming home late from work, when I noticed my boyfriend’s car parked outside an Adult Book Store- I knew immediately he was cruising for sex. I waited outside the store, and noticed him circling around the building looking for sex. He saw me and he confessed his obessession with these places. I broke up with him….but I feel horrible. 

I asked him to tell me the whole truth and nothing but the truth…..or not to ever call me again. After two days he finally told me the truth. He admitted to getting oral sex with a condom with several men over the entire course of our two year relationship. He admitted to even going to this Adult book store for sex even after leaving my house- after we’d had sex. I am getting tested for HIV and so is he. I a healthcare professional so I understand the risk. The good thing is that we only practiced safer sex, and always used condoms (thank God for having a medical background and a guardian angel). 

I had no idea this he was doing this?! We had a great relationship and got along perfect. My brain tells me I should continue to run and not look back…..however my heart aches for him, and in some twisted way I waiver about taking him back with a list of conditions?